7.12.09

Ok, so this post is a day late but here it goes....7.12.09 was my due date, the day that I was supposed to bring our little boy into this world. Yesterday I was mad, mad that I was not joyfully celebrating the birth of our son with our family and friends, mad that I was not pregnant with another child and mad about the dreams I had for this child that would never be fulfilled. Today, like most days was a good day. Today I am hopeful that I will be pregnant soon and that I can give our little bean some healthy siblings. Ones that we get to keep and raise here on earth. I know that God has a plan and his plan is perfect, yesterday that was hard to swallow, today is much better.