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Today is pregnancy/infant loss awareness day. Last year I didn't even know this day existed, this year I have two angel babies to remember. When we began this journey I had no idea how common miscarriages were. I did not fully appreciate how hard it was to bring a healthy child into this world. If you have children, hold them tight today and remember what a miracle it is that they are here. Tonight at 7PM I am going to light two candles, one for bean and one for peanut. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of them. I do find comfort in knowing they are not alone in heaven, they have each other. I can't wait to meet them one day, until then I'll remember how amazing it was to carry and get to know them, even if it was for such a short time. You see, even though they are not here on earth, they are always with me and they gave me the best gift of all, the gift of being their mommy.